“So that’s what death tastes like.”
– Marcus Wright, Terminator Salvation

Now to take my mind off of the current drama of the last post I will take my mind of it with a couple of comments on Terminator Salvation and Fox’s new series Glee. Potential spoilers, but I won’t go into it to severely.

A few days ago I watched the pilot for Glee. And I seriously LOVED the show! It was so much fun and really funny! It’s not really something I thought I would love, but it was fun and quirky. Lots of fun characters, and some seriously talented people with tons of potential! I hope the show will continue to impress me later this fall.

So this past Wednesday I went and saw Terminator Salvation at midnight. I have to say I fucking loved it! I know there are a lot of people out there who really hated it, but I suppose I always kept a cool look and expected just “another good Terminator movie” and with that being said it was just that. I know a lot of people expected a lot, how on earth why is the question? McG was helming this people! I know he promised a lot, but seriously you shouldn’t have expected anything more.

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Warning: This post is extremely vague, angsty, whiney whatever. And for the record I know there are people in worse off situations, I’m not looking to say my problems are as bad as them or whatever. But they are pretty fucking knee deep bad again and this is my life afterall. I’m not really looking for feedback but if you feel so, leave a comment. I just merely need to vent my frustration before I lose my mind.

Just when you think things become really okay and that it might all workout in the end, a fucking bump in the road comes along. I know it always happens, I always expect it. But just when I thought I’d accepted it, I haven’t and seriously enough is enough! I am fucking sick and tired of drama. Sick and tired of never feeling safe and like I can’t live my life because of how someone else’s has basically shaped my entire past. I’m pissed off and hurt. I’m turning 20 years old next month and this year I have been hit a lot with feeling like I haven’t done shit with my life but basically survive the cards delt. There are so many people around me graduating, leaving home, moving on, mostly younger than me, and to that I decided that this summer I really wanted to change things and get a car, go back to school, possibly find a decent job and so on. Instead of just being here and ‘wasting’. I know people say you can’t change your past but you can change the future, and while that might also be true, is it worth losing sacrificing your friends and family to make a selfish decision and leave? Because that’s what I’d be doing. I don’t know what I’m going to do or what will happen, but one way or the other I feel something drastic is about to change in my life (again) and ultimately shape the next few years.

“I’m THAT guy!” – Dude
“Can we end this soon ? … thanks!” – Chris Pine

I’m actually really itching to see Star Trek again. I saw it a few weeks ago and really loved it so now I’m just waiting for the right time to go back. Upon browsing for clips of a certain someone from the movie I discovered this little gem. This is too hilarious! I wonder if this is how insane I look when I gush about my favorite fandoms… we’ll crazy is just another word for passionate.