“Last night, there was a whole rally that I saw for Prop. 8. A lot of people came out with their signs, and I think [Prop. 8] is discrimination and I don’t understand how people can be so closed-minded and so judgmental. We chose an African-American president, and it means so much … [it's] a time in history of great change and open-mindedness. Why is this any different? It just doesn’t make sense to me. Why you would put so much money behind something [aimed at] stopping from people loving each other and bonding together? I just don’t understand it. It’s hard for me to grasp. But I would’ve been out there with my rally sign as well.” - Christina Aguilera

“Okay. So Prop 8 passed. Alright, I get it. 51% of you think that I am a second class citizen. Alright then. So my wife, uh I mean, roommate? Girlfriend? Special lady friend? You are gonna have to help me here because I am not sure what to call her now. Anyways, she and I are not allowed the same right under the state constitution as any other citizen. Okay, so I am taking that to mean I do not have to pay my state taxes because I am not a full citizen…” - Melissa Etheridge

For more information, go to NoonProp8.com

Time has come today
Young hearts can go their way
Can’t put it off another day
I don’t care what others say
They say we don’t listen anyway
Time has come today
I have no place to stay (Hey)

Today was supposed to be a great day of change one thought. But now we’ve taken one step forward and a giant leap back, first the Grey’s issue I wrote about and now this…

This is really saddening and disgusting to me. :(

“She’s a fangirl, the hottest geek on earth.”
- Director Kevin Smith on Rosario Dawson

First off I wanna thank you all who commented/e-mailed me. It means alot *hugs*. While I didn’t fully depart like I originally thought I would (at the time), I have been spending a lot of mind-numbing perving these few days - haha! It definitely is helping for now!

I nearly fell out of my chair tonight and couldn’t resist posting when I saw my goddess, the mother of my unborn children, Rosario Dawson at the premiere for her new film Eagle Eye (bonus Miss Fox was there too looking hawt!). Rosario looks p-e-r-f-e-c-t head to toe. The green dress (hello cleavage), red lippy, classy curls. Gosh, she is so damn stunning. I seriously love every bit of this woman!

PS: I sadly didn’t find any Fox/Dawson photo-ops. *Cries* Maybe their beauty is just to much for me and it wasn’t meant to be. If you have found otherwise send them to me! I might collapse but hey, who cares?!

“I started climbing upward taking one step at a time
The higher I got the harder I climbed

I’m still climbing upward and my journey’s almost ended
I’m nearing the top and you ought to see the view
Oh the water flows freely, there’s enough to make you free
So friend if you’re thirsty climb this mountain with me”
- “Great High Mountain”

Last week, I was hit with something more difficult than I could ever imagine.

This has been an incredibly hard couple of years. My life has never been ‘peachy keen’, and I’ve accepted that, I mean I’m a survivor if nothing else, but sometimes I seriously think that something has got to give. First I moved away from my Grandma and Uncle (we all lived together) to live with my mom, then we moved back due to my mom’s personal issues and “relapsing” I guess… there were other incidents as well. Then last year, My uncle and very best friend came out, “fell in love with his soulmate” (who ultimately broke his heart) and aside from his random dude drama (and suicide worry over his first love breakup, which nothing happened thankfully but he was so depressed you couldn’t help but worry) and ultimately he found someone else (who I hope loves him as much as he does him) and then moved 4 hours away so I never got to see him. There was also my house fire, which left us homeless, with basically nothing and a new set of worry. After thanks to some truly *amazing* people who helped, we were able to settle into a new home and go about our lives again. In June I started my first job, and was consequently fired late last month due to yet another “relapse” from my mother. This was all bad enough, granted it was never as bad as it could be… well that was until I lost perhaps the most important member of our family, the glue which held us together.

On Sunday morning, my grandmother passed away due to a massive heart attack. She was a stubborn woman, sure, but she was an amazingly strong lady, who would have done anything for you if she could. She was an incredibly funny, sassy, loud (definitely loud!), and most definitely a stubborn country person (A self proclaimed “red neck woman”). She absolutely loved her dogs and family.

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“Damn that MotherChucker!”

“All I could see was that Chuck Basstard.”

And a heads up - I won’t be online this coming month. I will be traveling around Finland to see friends and then going on a mini-trip to Paris before I return to university at the end of this month. The summer’s gone by so fast, it’s insane.

PS. 90210 tomorrow - I’m so watching! Brenda 4-ever!